Ich habe eine träume. Mein Traum ist, alle Leute mit wie Gemüter zu vereinen. It makes perfect sense I believe. I noticed a creature tonite that totally made time cease for a moment. What an odd creature to make me of all people pay attention to them. It isn’t that I do not pay attention to others but rarely do I focus on them, this one demanded focus. I was then suppose to pay attention to something else for a long period of time and all I could do is ponder what it was that made me focus on this being. Finally, as the end of the period of time I was suppose to be paying attention to something else was drawing near, I think I figured it out. The being was focused on me. Not only was it focused on me but was simultaneously absorbing the environment around it. AMAZING! The only way to come close to describing it is like seeing something beautiful, rare and you are right there to witness it. This anomaly, for lack of better word, is right in front of me on a daily basis. One is myself and another is a close friend. Both of which I have acclimated to the aw and breath takingness of it and just look at it like it is a constant. Once I came to the realization I was looking at another I wanted so badly to converse with it. But alas, that moment in time had passed. Many many moments prior. If I pray to Odin hard enough and double my sacrifices to the aliens then I may be blessed with another opportunity in the future to interact with this being. Returning to my original statement…..Most people look at people with similar minds and say things like “psychotic, neurotic, bent, twisted, deranged, not right, abnormal and deviants.” There are varying degrees to which this label is placed on someone solely based on their outward appearance and behaviors. So one may be having a day when they are being more true to themselves than what they usually allow and someone may say something like “Oh, so and so is out of sorts today.” When it couldn’t be further from the truth. You never hear someone say “Oh, John is really exposing his true thoughts and feelings to the world around him, isn’t that nice.” So here come the stigmas. Well I say fuck the stigmas and the people who make them common practice. Ok, I guess I am not going to finish this. Maybe tomorrow I will try to make it a point to work on my follow through.

Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,